My coach was saying when I refused to face him in a hypothetical ring situation that the sum of all fears is False Expectations Appearing Real. This was a year ago, yesterday he repeated the same thing. Can I really be that backward? After a year of constant battles and facing all my worst nightmares head on am I still using fear as my excuse?

I read the Blair Singer book on ‘Little voice management’ and the thing I find hard to do is actually hear the voice all I get is this feeling in my gut and an alarm somewhere in Fearsville goes off. Interestingly, the thing I find hardest to do is actually point out what it is I am afraid off.

<sigh> in a quest to find out…here goes